Road trip? I think so =)

 Happy good Friday!! Kids are also out for school today an everyone is just hanging out enjoying the warm weather. Did i mention i looovvvveeee the warm weather?!?!? LOL I hate the cold an I am very happy its almost summer. We get to go back to Jtown yet again this weekend yay Love going down and spending time with the family an friends. Mr disappointment called last night and broke the news to Cameron that he would not be coming today to get them for his Easter visitation. Figures right. I think the kids have gotten use to the constant let down of there father anyways. Cameron isn't too happy with him an we never really told Aaron he might be coming cause well reasons like this. If he doesn't show then my kids are the ones left hurting and yes mommy is there to pick up the pieces. Sorry SOB makes me sick. Something came up with his old ass wife so he couldn't make it. ahh well that suits me just fine. I hate having to share the Holidays with him so me an Robert are happy to get to see the kids hunt eggs =) We will be going to Cottonwood Sunday to spend Easter with Roberts family. Everyone is so happy the kids will be joining us. Well I'm off to pack!! Hope everyone has a wonderful Easter.

Faith*Hope*Love

  Another great day so far. Man the good vibes are flowing =) The weather is great and Kennedy is in a good mood lol always a plus. Hope the week continues to bless us. The kiddos get to go with there dad this coming up weekend an I know they are needing to see him and spend some time together. Which means another kid free weekend for me and Robert<3 I think a weekend locked away in a hotel will be nice. Been since Feb i think since we done that. Use to try at least once a month to go have dinner dates a movie an a hotel room. I like finding cheap but nice hotels an we just have a good time.We really enjoy it!! I have some great pictures of our weekend get aways. Maybe ill post some soon. Its always nice to have time to ourselves and relax and just enjoy each other without being rushed or interrupted. But anyways just wanted to jump on an write a little. Need to get miss kk in the bath and layed down for a nap. Oh an for all you stalkers out there reading my every word waiting for the next post GET A LIFE. Didn't realize id have to make this private like my facebook an myspace but apparently someone just cant help them selves ugh real annoying. Oh well right. Read what you can and dig for whatever it is your looking for but highly doubt theres anything to interest you. Why would anyone really be interested in my blog?? Who really cares what i have to say or what i am doing?? Guess you ;p

An Amazing Weekend

 Well this weekend turned out great!! The boys an kk stayed out at grandmas with memaw an had there Easter egg hunt early since the kids will be gone for Easter. Becca, Michael an Donna took the kids to the Monster Truck Rally and the kids had a blast!! There first time to do something like that. They even got there shirts signed by Bounty Hunter an a few others an there picture taken with a driver an his monster truck. I got to spend a whole day with my mom an sisters an my nephews an man just cant say how good it felt to catch up. Robert even came out to grandmas an met there other side of the family which was really neat. I think everyone liked him =) Plenty of wonderful pictures of us in front of Gladys's new pond which was beautiful as well. GREAT GREAT WEEKEND I TELL YOU. I am loving life an everyone in mine. Lord has blessed me with wonderful family an friends. Well hate to keep it so short but lonnng drive an finally home an now its time to go crawl in bed with the love and get some sleep. More tomorrow maybe. will post pictures soon!!! Good night

Happy Tuesday?!?

 Yes sir we can call this a happy Tuesday =) Woke up tired but felt good. Kennedy let me sleep in a little an she has been in such a good mood even with her sunburn ouch! Seems with some patience an a little time things are def looking better an feeling better. I am almost embarrassed of a few of my previous post an going into detail of how crappy i felt but well this is me, its real an I'm living it. I don't really care who approves of what i say or how i feel from one day to the next. I wont sensor myself. Ohh what will people think of me if i write this or that well i don't care. I'm allowed a bad day here an there an I'm only human an no my relationship isn't perfect but that only means we have found ways to grow. I love my kids no doubt an i love Robert as well. I don't feel the need to over exaggerate on trying to make people think everything is easy an perfect cause well its not! I tell it like it is an its uncut, raw an ME. Just wanted to throw that out there. I am happy =) an i have bad days =) an I'm in love<3....
  So this weekend I felt accomplished with just relaxing an enjoying the weather. Played outside some with Aaron throwing the football around and walking down by the lake. Kennedy gave me some pretty poses to take pictures and well Aaron tried but he has become fearful of bees an any other bug that flies so he was more ready to go back to the house then take pictures. Poor guy. I am really hoping this is a phase and that it goes away with time. Its hard watching my little boy be fearful to go out an play like he use too =( We go to the doctor today and will def be bringing it up just to get an idea on what may be going on. Also Kk managed to get a sunburn on her shoulders an arm poor kid hehe she was not happy. Robert an I caught up on some reading too which was really nice. He loves to read and well after 3 kids I never had time to set back an enjoy a good book..until Robert. So picked up reading again and have read over 5 books in the last 6 months ha ha. Anyways need less to say my weekend was great!! Me and Robert seem to be back on track and the kids seem to be better too. I love my little family. Things can only go up from here and God is pushing us along =)
  Well i am super excited about going to jacksboro this weekend an for once with no kiddos. Don't get me wrong I love taking the kids but I'd like a tiny break! And Mema(Donna) is making that happen yay!! She is agreeing to take the kids all weekend plus she will be out at grandmas(Gladys) so the kids get double hugs an kisses. An I get alone time with my mommy an sisters =) It just gets hard having to find enough room to sleep 5 of us an now only 2!! OH I'm running out of time today...gotta 4 o'clock appointment with the boys in Greenville an i need to get ready. Wish me luck an will fill in on my awesome soon to be weekend when i return Sunday =)

Do fairytales really exsist??

 A new day an a beautiful one at that. Its been a very busy week an glad to be able to just sit back an relax today an well blog ha ha. This week was a good one =0
  So Saturday me and Robert went car shopping. We have had nothing but hell with my car(which hasn't ran since i bought it) an his truck. Both are still in the shop!! But we were able to get a new car!! 07 Pontiac G6. Its nice an fits all of use comfortably =) big plus with 3 kids. He drives to work currently but says when his truck is running it will be mine yippee he he total chick car if ya ask me. Panoramic sunroof oh yeah. its like the back seat has a sunroof too. An my fav part are the butt warmers(seat warmers) for anyone that knows me knows i hate being cold so i was ecstatic about them. I'm just happy to know we have a reliable car. Makes the tension between us lessen Ive noticed. But we will get into that later ;) Ill post a pic below of the awesome car lol

is there a fast forward button?!?!?

 So I haven't been on in awhile just have a lot going on. Amazingly both cars are broke down!! Luckly we were able to purchase another car....a nice one at that =) yay super happy about that! As far as that goes I guess everyone else is doing okay. Cameron is tons better no more strep an Aaron is great too. Kennedy i well shes kennedy =p. Things have been a little off with me an the love an i try so hard not to get to discouraged cause i know no relationship is perfect an that we are going to have off days. Our different views on things an our different personalities have really been clashing lately. We have decided to put off the wedding which i believe i said in my last post. Total disapointment for me cause i felt strongly about it then it just felt wrong. Hard to explain but we both new it was for the best. Do we still plan on getting married? Absolutly!! Just when the time is right an it doesnt feel forced.
   Well received another intresting letter from chris an his wife a few days ago. They never give up i tell you. Constantly trying to get at me an you would think after all this time his new thing would move on an leave me alone. She always looking for something to start it gets old. Her letters point to pure jelousy an that makes me laugh. The kids should be leaving for PA middle of june =( super sad about it but i know they need time with him. Lets just hope  he uses the time to really connect with them. He has fought so hard to keep the visitation open yet he never uses his time. Amazes me. Whatever though what can ya do. I just hope my kids are treated better this time around then last summer. Cameron hated it there. Anyways just wanted to jump on while i had a min but kk is already done with unch an well its nap time for miss thang =) then laundry an maybe mommy can sneak in a nap too!!!

 ohh an ps...really to tired to do spell check cause my signal just dropped an its taking a lifetime to do spell chk yes i get in a rush an just type away an usually take care of it when im done but ah well right!! sorry