well here Iam again. Its been awhile since i have gotten on to spill my thought an emotions an thought hell why not today lol Alot has changed in just the short amount of time i have been nonexistent on here. Chris has moved to Pennsylvania for a job. Its been a little stressful but made me realize how much i appreciate everything he does for me an the kids. I bad many melt downs after he left but im getting better. He is down right now but just for a few days. But im happy to spend some time with him an he will be here for C's bday party tomorrow. Yes C turned 6 nov 3rd. So hard to believe he is already 6!
Speaking of things hard to believe he seems that A is starting to have some problems in Prek. He isnt wanting to follow rules which i guess at that age it happens. But he had ISS the other day which seemed a lil strange to me considering he is only 4! an only goes to school for 3 hours a day. When did they find time to put him there??? Anyways im trying to find where the problems are coming from, is it chris being away, is it something im doing wrong? Have i failed my kids an dont see it?? Its been hard on me an i have been hard on myself. I just want my kids to be good as of all parents do. I just wonder if im missing something sometimes. I know my job dosent help but trust me if i didnt have to work i wouldnt. But what do i do?
Oh i have so much more to write but i hear Kk waking from her nap so better go. I shall return with more drama an sob stories =) lol
