A baby?!?!

 So I went to jacksboro this past weekend and watched both my sisters walk across the stage yaaay!!! So very proud of them. Haven't had time to upload pics yet but hope too sometime this week. Kids were happy to go out to great grandmas and play. The kids had to make up a bad weather day today yuck so we had to come home early. Robert still down helping his parents work on remodeling there house =( miss him like crazy. So to keep me busy i stole a baby!! Well not really i just borrowed him =) Decided to give miss heather a break and brought Mr Cason home with me for a few days. I have to go pick up Robert weds so talked heather into letting me take the baby for a few days. So far so good. He's a very good baby. Still not use to the getting woke up all thru the night but he didn't cry. Hims just wanted to play =)  Already had some bananas this morning an a nap then a bath now he is being entertained by Kennedy haha yeah i don't think Kennedy wants another baby around the house. She seems a little jealous lol She keeps stealing him pacifier an running with it!!! The boys don't mind him here. Aaron has taken to him quite well. This morning on the way to school Aaron asked if we could keep him everyday hehe uhhh no. A few days tops!! Mommy likes her sleep okay. Love Mr cason but I'm sure his mommy already misses him like crazy. He is such a happy baby. Always smiling an laughing. I do miss having a little one around. But i think I'm done with having more babies lol 3 is plenty!! well off to play going to enjoy the day with the babies!!!

Lifes ain't always beautiful

Life ain't always beautiful

Sometimes it's just plain hard

Life can knock you down

It can break your heart



Life ain't always beautiful

You think, you're on your way

And it's just a dead end road

At the end of the day



But the struggles make you stronger

And the changes make you wise

And happiness has its own way

Of takin' its sweet time



No, life ain't always beautiful

Tears will fall sometimes

Life ain't always beautiful

But it's a beautiful ride





 

Life ain't always beautiful

Some days I miss your smile

I get tired of walkin'

All these lonely miles



And I wish for just one minute

I could see your pretty face

Guess, I can dream

But life don?t work that way



But the struggles make me stronger

And the changes make me wise

And happiness has its own way

Of takin' its sweet time



No, life ain't always beautiful

But I know, I'll be fine

Hey, life ain't always beautiful

But it's a beautiful ride

What a beautiful ride



  Unfortuntly life is not always beautiful then again if it was we wouldnt appreciate it when it was now would we. I have had plently of struggles over the past few years an let me tell you it was not beautiful. Still have some off days but I have to remind myself that yes its crappy but this day will end an tomorrow i can start over. When it comes down to it im BLESSED to have such wonderful children an a loving man beside me =)

Road trip? I think so =)

 Happy good Friday!! Kids are also out for school today an everyone is just hanging out enjoying the warm weather. Did i mention i looovvvveeee the warm weather?!?!? LOL I hate the cold an I am very happy its almost summer. We get to go back to Jtown yet again this weekend yay Love going down and spending time with the family an friends. Mr disappointment called last night and broke the news to Cameron that he would not be coming today to get them for his Easter visitation. Figures right. I think the kids have gotten use to the constant let down of there father anyways. Cameron isn't too happy with him an we never really told Aaron he might be coming cause well reasons like this. If he doesn't show then my kids are the ones left hurting and yes mommy is there to pick up the pieces. Sorry SOB makes me sick. Something came up with his old ass wife so he couldn't make it. ahh well that suits me just fine. I hate having to share the Holidays with him so me an Robert are happy to get to see the kids hunt eggs =) We will be going to Cottonwood Sunday to spend Easter with Roberts family. Everyone is so happy the kids will be joining us. Well I'm off to pack!! Hope everyone has a wonderful Easter.

Faith*Hope*Love

  Another great day so far. Man the good vibes are flowing =) The weather is great and Kennedy is in a good mood lol always a plus. Hope the week continues to bless us. The kiddos get to go with there dad this coming up weekend an I know they are needing to see him and spend some time together. Which means another kid free weekend for me and Robert<3 I think a weekend locked away in a hotel will be nice. Been since Feb i think since we done that. Use to try at least once a month to go have dinner dates a movie an a hotel room. I like finding cheap but nice hotels an we just have a good time.We really enjoy it!! I have some great pictures of our weekend get aways. Maybe ill post some soon. Its always nice to have time to ourselves and relax and just enjoy each other without being rushed or interrupted. But anyways just wanted to jump on an write a little. Need to get miss kk in the bath and layed down for a nap. Oh an for all you stalkers out there reading my every word waiting for the next post GET A LIFE. Didn't realize id have to make this private like my facebook an myspace but apparently someone just cant help them selves ugh real annoying. Oh well right. Read what you can and dig for whatever it is your looking for but highly doubt theres anything to interest you. Why would anyone really be interested in my blog?? Who really cares what i have to say or what i am doing?? Guess you ;p

An Amazing Weekend

 Well this weekend turned out great!! The boys an kk stayed out at grandmas with memaw an had there Easter egg hunt early since the kids will be gone for Easter. Becca, Michael an Donna took the kids to the Monster Truck Rally and the kids had a blast!! There first time to do something like that. They even got there shirts signed by Bounty Hunter an a few others an there picture taken with a driver an his monster truck. I got to spend a whole day with my mom an sisters an my nephews an man just cant say how good it felt to catch up. Robert even came out to grandmas an met there other side of the family which was really neat. I think everyone liked him =) Plenty of wonderful pictures of us in front of Gladys's new pond which was beautiful as well. GREAT GREAT WEEKEND I TELL YOU. I am loving life an everyone in mine. Lord has blessed me with wonderful family an friends. Well hate to keep it so short but lonnng drive an finally home an now its time to go crawl in bed with the love and get some sleep. More tomorrow maybe. will post pictures soon!!! Good night

Happy Tuesday?!?

 Yes sir we can call this a happy Tuesday =) Woke up tired but felt good. Kennedy let me sleep in a little an she has been in such a good mood even with her sunburn ouch! Seems with some patience an a little time things are def looking better an feeling better. I am almost embarrassed of a few of my previous post an going into detail of how crappy i felt but well this is me, its real an I'm living it. I don't really care who approves of what i say or how i feel from one day to the next. I wont sensor myself. Ohh what will people think of me if i write this or that well i don't care. I'm allowed a bad day here an there an I'm only human an no my relationship isn't perfect but that only means we have found ways to grow. I love my kids no doubt an i love Robert as well. I don't feel the need to over exaggerate on trying to make people think everything is easy an perfect cause well its not! I tell it like it is an its uncut, raw an ME. Just wanted to throw that out there. I am happy =) an i have bad days =) an I'm in love<3....
  So this weekend I felt accomplished with just relaxing an enjoying the weather. Played outside some with Aaron throwing the football around and walking down by the lake. Kennedy gave me some pretty poses to take pictures and well Aaron tried but he has become fearful of bees an any other bug that flies so he was more ready to go back to the house then take pictures. Poor guy. I am really hoping this is a phase and that it goes away with time. Its hard watching my little boy be fearful to go out an play like he use too =( We go to the doctor today and will def be bringing it up just to get an idea on what may be going on. Also Kk managed to get a sunburn on her shoulders an arm poor kid hehe she was not happy. Robert an I caught up on some reading too which was really nice. He loves to read and well after 3 kids I never had time to set back an enjoy a good book..until Robert. So picked up reading again and have read over 5 books in the last 6 months ha ha. Anyways need less to say my weekend was great!! Me and Robert seem to be back on track and the kids seem to be better too. I love my little family. Things can only go up from here and God is pushing us along =)
  Well i am super excited about going to jacksboro this weekend an for once with no kiddos. Don't get me wrong I love taking the kids but I'd like a tiny break! And Mema(Donna) is making that happen yay!! She is agreeing to take the kids all weekend plus she will be out at grandmas(Gladys) so the kids get double hugs an kisses. An I get alone time with my mommy an sisters =) It just gets hard having to find enough room to sleep 5 of us an now only 2!! OH I'm running out of time today...gotta 4 o'clock appointment with the boys in Greenville an i need to get ready. Wish me luck an will fill in on my awesome soon to be weekend when i return Sunday =)

Do fairytales really exsist??

 A new day an a beautiful one at that. Its been a very busy week an glad to be able to just sit back an relax today an well blog ha ha. This week was a good one =0
  So Saturday me and Robert went car shopping. We have had nothing but hell with my car(which hasn't ran since i bought it) an his truck. Both are still in the shop!! But we were able to get a new car!! 07 Pontiac G6. Its nice an fits all of use comfortably =) big plus with 3 kids. He drives to work currently but says when his truck is running it will be mine yippee he he total chick car if ya ask me. Panoramic sunroof oh yeah. its like the back seat has a sunroof too. An my fav part are the butt warmers(seat warmers) for anyone that knows me knows i hate being cold so i was ecstatic about them. I'm just happy to know we have a reliable car. Makes the tension between us lessen Ive noticed. But we will get into that later ;) Ill post a pic below of the awesome car lol