june 13th!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

Home sweet home

 Okay i have been going nonstop for a couple weeks now! im officially home an plan on staying till my kids go to there dads the 17th. Robert is back home an couldnt be happier =) Well sorry to keep this so short but im tired!!! nap time yessssss ;p

And then there was 1.....

 Well yesterday was the kids last day of school. Got some really awesome things an awards. So proud of my boys!! Both were promoted to the next grade next year. Ill have the kids for another 2 weeks till they go to there dads for the summer. Im def dreading them being gone but I know it will be good for them an me. Gives me some time to get all my things together an hopefully go out an enjoy a summer full of sleeping in an just spending time with friends and family. Robert still hasnt made him way back here yet an not real sure if he will. Still helping his parents an i think he just got too comfortable down there. Ive learned you cant make someone stay or love you if there heart isnt there. Im okay with these facts. I really dont know where we stand anymore. Was thinking he would have been home by now? Im enjoying my time with the kids so i dont let  it bother me too much. Hes the one missing out not me =) Im thinking maybe dinner an a movie with the boys but depends on them an how clean their room is hehe. Speaking of clean i need to finish my room. hope to get on here again soon ;)

A baby?!?!

 So I went to jacksboro this past weekend and watched both my sisters walk across the stage yaaay!!! So very proud of them. Haven't had time to upload pics yet but hope too sometime this week. Kids were happy to go out to great grandmas and play. The kids had to make up a bad weather day today yuck so we had to come home early. Robert still down helping his parents work on remodeling there house =( miss him like crazy. So to keep me busy i stole a baby!! Well not really i just borrowed him =) Decided to give miss heather a break and brought Mr Cason home with me for a few days. I have to go pick up Robert weds so talked heather into letting me take the baby for a few days. So far so good. He's a very good baby. Still not use to the getting woke up all thru the night but he didn't cry. Hims just wanted to play =)  Already had some bananas this morning an a nap then a bath now he is being entertained by Kennedy haha yeah i don't think Kennedy wants another baby around the house. She seems a little jealous lol She keeps stealing him pacifier an running with it!!! The boys don't mind him here. Aaron has taken to him quite well. This morning on the way to school Aaron asked if we could keep him everyday hehe uhhh no. A few days tops!! Mommy likes her sleep okay. Love Mr cason but I'm sure his mommy already misses him like crazy. He is such a happy baby. Always smiling an laughing. I do miss having a little one around. But i think I'm done with having more babies lol 3 is plenty!! well off to play going to enjoy the day with the babies!!!

Lifes ain't always beautiful

Life ain't always beautiful

Sometimes it's just plain hard

Life can knock you down

It can break your heart



Life ain't always beautiful

You think, you're on your way

And it's just a dead end road

At the end of the day



But the struggles make you stronger

And the changes make you wise

And happiness has its own way

Of takin' its sweet time



No, life ain't always beautiful

Tears will fall sometimes

Life ain't always beautiful

But it's a beautiful ride





 

Life ain't always beautiful

Some days I miss your smile

I get tired of walkin'

All these lonely miles



And I wish for just one minute

I could see your pretty face

Guess, I can dream

But life don?t work that way



But the struggles make me stronger

And the changes make me wise

And happiness has its own way

Of takin' its sweet time



No, life ain't always beautiful

But I know, I'll be fine

Hey, life ain't always beautiful

But it's a beautiful ride

What a beautiful ride



  Unfortuntly life is not always beautiful then again if it was we wouldnt appreciate it when it was now would we. I have had plently of struggles over the past few years an let me tell you it was not beautiful. Still have some off days but I have to remind myself that yes its crappy but this day will end an tomorrow i can start over. When it comes down to it im BLESSED to have such wonderful children an a loving man beside me =)

Road trip? I think so =)

 Happy good Friday!! Kids are also out for school today an everyone is just hanging out enjoying the warm weather. Did i mention i looovvvveeee the warm weather?!?!? LOL I hate the cold an I am very happy its almost summer. We get to go back to Jtown yet again this weekend yay Love going down and spending time with the family an friends. Mr disappointment called last night and broke the news to Cameron that he would not be coming today to get them for his Easter visitation. Figures right. I think the kids have gotten use to the constant let down of there father anyways. Cameron isn't too happy with him an we never really told Aaron he might be coming cause well reasons like this. If he doesn't show then my kids are the ones left hurting and yes mommy is there to pick up the pieces. Sorry SOB makes me sick. Something came up with his old ass wife so he couldn't make it. ahh well that suits me just fine. I hate having to share the Holidays with him so me an Robert are happy to get to see the kids hunt eggs =) We will be going to Cottonwood Sunday to spend Easter with Roberts family. Everyone is so happy the kids will be joining us. Well I'm off to pack!! Hope everyone has a wonderful Easter.

Faith*Hope*Love

  Another great day so far. Man the good vibes are flowing =) The weather is great and Kennedy is in a good mood lol always a plus. Hope the week continues to bless us. The kiddos get to go with there dad this coming up weekend an I know they are needing to see him and spend some time together. Which means another kid free weekend for me and Robert<3 I think a weekend locked away in a hotel will be nice. Been since Feb i think since we done that. Use to try at least once a month to go have dinner dates a movie an a hotel room. I like finding cheap but nice hotels an we just have a good time.We really enjoy it!! I have some great pictures of our weekend get aways. Maybe ill post some soon. Its always nice to have time to ourselves and relax and just enjoy each other without being rushed or interrupted. But anyways just wanted to jump on an write a little. Need to get miss kk in the bath and layed down for a nap. Oh an for all you stalkers out there reading my every word waiting for the next post GET A LIFE. Didn't realize id have to make this private like my facebook an myspace but apparently someone just cant help them selves ugh real annoying. Oh well right. Read what you can and dig for whatever it is your looking for but highly doubt theres anything to interest you. Why would anyone really be interested in my blog?? Who really cares what i have to say or what i am doing?? Guess you ;p